I feel like im suffocating for some reason. My heart is beating so fast, my chest feels tight and im cold.

I think its the coffee or something. OD.

I;ve been abit off lately. Upset and much more sensitive. I've covered it up well because i dont know why, or i havent had the guts to tell anyone. Hopefully it'll pass.

I keep blaming myself for everything, for everything thats hurting me. Its my fault.

I've finished uni and it doesnt make me happy. Even when i've been waiting so eagerly and now its here it doesnt feel like anything.

I dont know. Its all irrelevant anyways.

nvm.

if you wait, good things will come.